I've been busy at work so let's catch up....
By Sunday night through various means I only had 2 fingernails left and I managed to remove them. I tried in vain to remove the remaining glue from my fingernails but some of the glue stubbornly remained - deciding to wait it out until it grows off. LOL
I marvelled at the 1 millimetre that my real nails had grown during their week in hiding and snarled at their roughness.
Sunday night my husband and I sat down to watch "The Stepfather". Let me prefice that to say that the movie was terrible. Really really horrible. 2 thumbs down. I wasn't expecting much but the movie failed to rise even to my low expectations. During the whole 15 minutes of suspense in the movie, I chewed my nails. I chewed them like a thirsty desert dweller drinks water - deprived of the pleasure for so long. Sigh.
I soon realized what I was doing and stopped. I managed to notice after only 2.5 fingernails had met their demise. Strike 1 for this method.
Fast forward to yesterday when I managed to nibble off another couple of nails while stressing about nothing in particular.
Then on the drive home today - I was picking!!! Not strike 3. Not yet.
In spite of these mishaps, I am chewing less. I am paying more attention to what I'm doing. I am becoming more aware. The jury is still out on this one...for now.
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